A change of tides for the Captain

To all my friends and acquaintances this is a bit of a rant but also a notification...

My father pointed something out to me recently that made a little bit of sense and then it was accentuated by another friend or two. In recent times in my life I have had better control and order in my social life than in my work life, ergo it is time for a change...an important change.

My father brought up the point that in my social life I am aggressive while in my work life I am passive, hence why my search for a career or better job has been falling short. In other words I need to flip flop, swip swap these tables and make it the other way around.

What this means is that I am going to become a little bit more of a recluse in my social endeavors and more of an assertive and aggressive professional in my quest for my greater good.

It was also brought to my attention that in my social escapades that I am mostly the person who initiates communication and then follows through with planning the entire event/s. While I have proven my abilities to lead in organization of gatherings, be it two or more people, I am now going to cease and desist from leading the pack. That means, although not permanently, I am stepping down from being the head of misadventures. The Captain you all know and love shall return in due time when he finds calmer waters.

This means that until my life is a little more settled and I have found better work I will not really be contacting many people for plans and what not only because I need to focus on the task at hand.

I do not mean to make this sound as drastic as my prose makes it, however, I am dead serious in the fact that I need to be aggressive about work life.
I am still around with my phone or computer at hand and will still be continuing on as normal but toning it down a bit so I can find my way.

I will more than likely be refraining from what is in my/our usual weekly repertoire, but feel free to contact me to see what is up.

I have a wolf on my leg for a reason. The wolf in my eyes symbolizes the ability to travel in a pack, the ability to lead, and the need and ability to go it alone sometimes. Now is a time for me to temporarily part from the pack and find the path I need to find.

Really all I am trying to say is that I am about to start to be a little less social than I am already. In other words, no worries I will still see you all and talk to you all and everything is okay I just really really really need a job.

Thank you all for reading this and listening to my upcoming changes.